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I am scarred shitless right now. I'm actually in the back porch because the laptop is charging and I guess you could say it's a thrilling experience. The glass doors accentuate the sound and I can clearly see the whole damn sky light up at every crashing thunder. I kinda wanna push this a little further by watching an Asian horror movie. I think I'm a little fucked up. Ah well.

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So I'm sitting in my english class at the moment and I decided to update my journal once again since I have nothing else to do. Anyway, I got good news ^-^... well for me. I've received the Fine Arts Suncoast Scholarship! It's only $1000 but it's definitely better than nothing. And this morning my mom busted through my door, waving a letter from Washington in her hand. I didn't read it thoroughly but it basically said that I was nominated to be in an elite scholar book... or something along those lines. If I get in, I can automatically receive other scholarhsips. Sounds pretty good, but there's a slim chance I'll get it. Elite scholar haha;